Nightmare...

I had a nightmare yesterday night. I can even clearly remember what was it. I woke up several times but the nightmare would even continue from where I left. It was as if I'm half awake but live in the nightmare. It wasn't like a horror kind of nightmare though. It was something like end of the world. I think this is my second time having such nightmare. Previous nightmare, it was more like Independence Day but this time, it was more like War of the Warlords. Well, something like that...Anyway, I didnt have enough sleep because of that nightmare and I was so tired during my working hours. Today was such a boring day for me at workplace. Preston and Danny were out and I had noone to have lunch with. The others just left without me. Bleh...I still prefer to hang around with those two, especially Danny for some reasons. Guess he resembles that certain someone alot. Anyway, he cooked spaghetti yesterday and we had it for breakfast. A healthy spaghetti though. But it was quite a big plate. He just called early in the morning and told me to go downstairs and fast. I thought he was having problem with his computer but no...he made a big container of spaghetti and asked me to try it. In fact, it was superb. Not much taste according to him but for me, it is just nice. Thumbs up for the spaghetti *winks* I wonder will he make more breakfast? *giggles* Mommy will be here tomorrow and we'll be having dinner together at her new place on Friday night. Saturday, we'll be heading off to Penang to celebrate grandpa's birthday at night. He never see BB before so I better show it to him before anything happens. Of course I hope that he is physically healthy and mentally healthy as well. May God bless him...

Bbq...

Yesterday was a great day. At least, I felt that way. Me and my collegues actually planned for a bbq over at my place. Only those that are close were invited. Obviously, dont expect me to invite my boss over right? So, we had 5 collegues and 2 ex-collegues over here yesterday. Mainly into eating session instead of drinking session. We had only 1 carton of beer and I had none. One thing that actually surprised me was that I actually stayed with them until 3 am. Only the girls though. The guys went home pretty early, that was excluding Danny. I had a conversation with SC yesterday since he went out with his brother and Danny tagged along. Well, just say that Danny resembles someone that we knew and was pretty close with until we decided to ban him *winks* Erm...let's keep that person a secret. I knew this person also and I was pretty close with him too. In fact, I kinda like his presence because he seems to care and pamper me at the same time, in a way a friend does. I guess that is why I like Danny's presence also. Danny is exactly the same as him. This few days, I had been spending a lot of my lunch time with him along with some other collegues. Well, to tell the truth, he is one of the 2 that I am very comfortable with in the office. Probably I should hope that he dont leave the company, since my company staff turnover is pretty high. By the way, his birthday is coming...*giggle*

Ceremony..

2 of my collegues are getting married in the coming year. In fact, they are already married, just lack of the ceremony. I am envy to be honest...I never had any ceremony of my own before so I'm not sure how it felt. SC didn't want it. His family also didnt want it..I know how tiring it will be and how exhausted we'll be but I just cant help to just think about it. Of course I do not regret it. I'm just happy with my life now even without the ceremony. The ceremony is just a show anyway. Not meant for yourself but meant for others to look at you, how elegant is your ceremony, how they will judge you just by the ceremony. I didn't like that at all... Anyway, congrats to both of them. One of them is my good friend in the office. Well, only lately we had been close to each other. Somehow, lately I have been going out for lunch with the Sales team. Only 2 person will ask me out for lunch. Others are just ignorant. Oh well...time for me to have some diet perhaps...Many things happened and I'm fully aware of it. I guess I just close one eye all the time and let it pass...I'm still happy with how things are right now. Thanks to Preston and Danny for brighten up my time in the office. Cheers to them...