Ceremony..

2 of my collegues are getting married in the coming year. In fact, they are already married, just lack of the ceremony. I am envy to be honest...I never had any ceremony of my own before so I'm not sure how it felt. SC didn't want it. His family also didnt want it..I know how tiring it will be and how exhausted we'll be but I just cant help to just think about it. Of course I do not regret it. I'm just happy with my life now even without the ceremony. The ceremony is just a show anyway. Not meant for yourself but meant for others to look at you, how elegant is your ceremony, how they will judge you just by the ceremony. I didn't like that at all... Anyway, congrats to both of them. One of them is my good friend in the office. Well, only lately we had been close to each other. Somehow, lately I have been going out for lunch with the Sales team. Only 2 person will ask me out for lunch. Others are just ignorant. Oh well...time for me to have some diet perhaps...Many things happened and I'm fully aware of it. I guess I just close one eye all the time and let it pass...I'm still happy with how things are right now. Thanks to Preston and Danny for brighten up my time in the office. Cheers to them...