Lonely New Year...

Let me start by wishing everyone a very happy new year...In a few more hours, it will be year 2010. Time flies really fast. There goes the year of 2009. Without realizing it, I had been working for more than a year already and it felt as if it was just few months back. Working life was ok I suppose. I can still bear it to some certain extend. At least at times I do enjoy my work as a programmer. Skip the work part, after all, I am on leave this week, so no work story for me. Speaking of today, it is new year eve and I'm spending my time at home while everyone is out. Great eh? Bleh...But I was out in the afternoon. This whole week, during my leave, I had been going out every afternoon. Make good use of my leave. Monday was with BB to Kid's Gym...Tuesday was to watch 2 movies...Wednesday was to go SC's office to help him with his catalogue...and finally today, Thursday was to have lunch with my colleagues and to have a drink with my best boyfriend, Terence. I juz luv spending time with him. He is the only one that really understand me well enough that I could share almost everything with him. So many months of missing in action, I guess I juz miss him caring for me as how he always did. We talked about old times and I juz realized he had a tattoo on his back of his neck. A cross. He knew bout mine and he told me that I used to tell him that my tattoo was his name. I dont remember telling him that but that was what he told me. Apparently, he remembers alot of things from last time. Time that we spent together, even whatever that I told him. He kept it with him and remembered it. I dont remember things well so most of it juz kinda flew by? Anyway, this morning I went down to Subang to fetch Danny since he still couldn't drive yet. At least I didnt want him to take the risk. Had lunch at 1 Utama with my going to be ex-COO, my accountant, and one ex-collegue. We had Nandos for lunch. I wasn't hungry that time. In fact, I had been having some appetite problem this few days so food intake kinda decrease alot. Do I get lighter that way? Bleh...not because I'm on diet or whatsoever, I juz dont have appetite to eat alot. So I shared my lunch with Danny. He eats more that I do anyway. After lunch, I fetched him back and went to look for Terence. He stayed nearby anyway. Went to his house to look for him. The last time I went there was, I dunno...4 years back? That time I was in Form 6. Anyway, I have a vague memory of the location of his house as long as I found his secondary school. I was on the right track but I got lost in the end. *shrugs* I had to call him and get him to direct me. It was funny how I actually complained to him that the school shifted. We laughed over it. I thought I had good sense of direction but I guess I was wrong and he is not the only who told me that. Danny said that to me as well. *shrugs* When I reached him place, he took the wheels and drove to Subang Parade for a drink. I had such a great time. In fact, he actually invited me to join him tonight at the Curve for dinner and even drinking. I was really interested but when I called back home, SC had his own plan for dinner. So I headed back for dinner with him and that was it. Only dinner. I actually requested to go out and join Terence after dinner but I had no choice but to stay at home. Everyone will be out including my in-laws and the grandma. Noone will be taking care of BB. Can't escape from it. Damn...I really want to join him. Oh well...there is always chance to do so. I'm actually blessed to have him as my best boyfriend, someone who understand me very well, someone who are there for me and cheer me up when I am feeling down, someone who will never hurt me, someone who care for me so much and the fact is that he is just my friend. I guess I could say that I love him as a close fren *winks* Tonight will be pretty bored for me so I'll be off watching some movies and slack around. Probably even get some early rest. *Chioz..

Merry Belated Christmas and Happy New Year...

Christmas passed and New Year is coming. Year 2009 juz went by in a blink of an eye. 2010...a brand new year for everyone including myself. I wonder what will be my 2010 resolution? Hmm...better income? better career? No idea at all...juz hope that it is a good year for me. Christmas Eve...I was all alone at home while SC was out with his frens drinking. Can't really remember where he went though. One thing for sure, I wasnt with him. That was my worst Christmas Eve. Mood was swinging, even my phone was dead quiet. I actually sent some christmas wishes to my close frenz. I guess it counts up to 5 of them? Only a few replied me though. Make things worse... I wonder whats with my sudden urge to drop an entry? Backside itchy I suppose. I actually left this blog out for quite some time. Well, I didnt close down this blog for certain reason. At least when I'm free or when I feel like it, I can still drop an entry or two. That would keep me entertained. I kinda like how I am now..although not all the time I'm happy but at least I have my friends to be with me. I got back in touch with Terence, my best boyfriend I even had. So called boyfriend *winks* He is my best fren that is really close to me, to the extend that SC let me to go out with him alone and we did. Terence knew almost everything about my life, even my downfall time. He is like an angel to me, pulling me up whenever I'm down, make me laugh whenever I am sad, lend me a shoulder whenever I needed one. Cheers to my best boyfriend. Hugs and peck on the cheeks were never wrong for us as that show how close we are to each other. I like that...In fact, I treasure this relationship so much... Next will be Danny. He's my collegue as mentioned and I am pretty close with him. Lunch together, sometimes even going out together for a drink or for shopping. I feel really comfy with him around and I'm sure I'm not the only one who felt it. Regardless of that, I like his presence. Terence is my first one and he is my second one. Should I say boyfriend too? *winks* Anyway, apparently my mood goes swingy easily ever since. Big influence to my mood somehow *grins*I just wish I'm not that moody cuz honestly, I do not like the idea of having mood swings at all...Getting tired of it too... Well...a big wish to both my boyfriendz...Hope 2010 will be a good year for both of them and may God bless them. Peace out..getting really tired. Will drop an entry when I feel like it again. Chioz*