Lonely New Year...

Let me start by wishing everyone a very happy new year...In a few more hours, it will be year 2010. Time flies really fast. There goes the year of 2009. Without realizing it, I had been working for more than a year already and it felt as if it was just few months back. Working life was ok I suppose. I can still bear it to some certain extend. At least at times I do enjoy my work as a programmer. Skip the work part, after all, I am on leave this week, so no work story for me. Speaking of today, it is new year eve and I'm spending my time at home while everyone is out. Great eh? Bleh...But I was out in the afternoon. This whole week, during my leave, I had been going out every afternoon. Make good use of my leave. Monday was with BB to Kid's Gym...Tuesday was to watch 2 movies...Wednesday was to go SC's office to help him with his catalogue...and finally today, Thursday was to have lunch with my colleagues and to have a drink with my best boyfriend, Terence. I juz luv spending time with him. He is the only one that really understand me well enough that I could share almost everything with him. So many months of missing in action, I guess I juz miss him caring for me as how he always did. We talked about old times and I juz realized he had a tattoo on his back of his neck. A cross. He knew bout mine and he told me that I used to tell him that my tattoo was his name. I dont remember telling him that but that was what he told me. Apparently, he remembers alot of things from last time. Time that we spent together, even whatever that I told him. He kept it with him and remembered it. I dont remember things well so most of it juz kinda flew by? Anyway, this morning I went down to Subang to fetch Danny since he still couldn't drive yet. At least I didnt want him to take the risk. Had lunch at 1 Utama with my going to be ex-COO, my accountant, and one ex-collegue. We had Nandos for lunch. I wasn't hungry that time. In fact, I had been having some appetite problem this few days so food intake kinda decrease alot. Do I get lighter that way? Bleh...not because I'm on diet or whatsoever, I juz dont have appetite to eat alot. So I shared my lunch with Danny. He eats more that I do anyway. After lunch, I fetched him back and went to look for Terence. He stayed nearby anyway. Went to his house to look for him. The last time I went there was, I dunno...4 years back? That time I was in Form 6. Anyway, I have a vague memory of the location of his house as long as I found his secondary school. I was on the right track but I got lost in the end. *shrugs* I had to call him and get him to direct me. It was funny how I actually complained to him that the school shifted. We laughed over it. I thought I had good sense of direction but I guess I was wrong and he is not the only who told me that. Danny said that to me as well. *shrugs* When I reached him place, he took the wheels and drove to Subang Parade for a drink. I had such a great time. In fact, he actually invited me to join him tonight at the Curve for dinner and even drinking. I was really interested but when I called back home, SC had his own plan for dinner. So I headed back for dinner with him and that was it. Only dinner. I actually requested to go out and join Terence after dinner but I had no choice but to stay at home. Everyone will be out including my in-laws and the grandma. Noone will be taking care of BB. Can't escape from it. Damn...I really want to join him. Oh well...there is always chance to do so. I'm actually blessed to have him as my best boyfriend, someone who understand me very well, someone who are there for me and cheer me up when I am feeling down, someone who will never hurt me, someone who care for me so much and the fact is that he is just my friend. I guess I could say that I love him as a close fren *winks* Tonight will be pretty bored for me so I'll be off watching some movies and slack around. Probably even get some early rest. *Chioz..