A day after my precious birthday...

Many thanks to those that spare some time to sms me or even write on my Facebook wall to wish me on my precious birthday. I even got a wish from a stranger =) Well, I'm grateful to them that I exist in thier erm...mind? *lol* Second day of birthday, as if it is the usual day, as if nothing had happened. I'm one year older and I should be grateful that everyday I'm growing and hopefully to become a better person. There's still lots in me that I dont like, that I could improvise to be a better person but I only like certain people to advise me on that. One thing for sure, I do not like it when my immediate superior advise me on life. What does it got to do with him? Bleh...hate it so much but I just keep quiet. Well, working life never got better. On the development side it was ok but now that my big boss just told me to take over the support case, things got worse. I just have to handle it. Asking advise from my immediate superior doesnt help at all since he always say he dont know. Bleh...what a childish behaviour. Even my big boss told him to guide me properly. But still, I have to handle some cases on my own using my own way. Even spent some time to call the doctors after work explaining things to them. Enough of work, SC's parents left to the airport already. They will be leaving to Philipines tonight for a mission. May God bless them and hope they have a safe journey. Sorry that I didnt fetch them to the church just now since BB is still awake and in the process of going to bed. When I went downstairs, they left already. Oh well... Something actually kinda disturbing me. Once in a while I will think of unneccessary things like death. How would it be to die? What will happen to those that died? What happen when I die? Will I still be able to think like now? Will I still be able to have fun? Will I be able to do anything at all? Will I even remember who I am? Where will I go? Will I dissapear from this world? Lots of questions are flooding my head but I cant seem to get any answers. Only God will answer me when the time comes. Can I put my trust in it? Who knows... Life is so unpredictable...My dad just called me and told me that my cousin's husband passed away last week. Out of no reason, while sleeping in the middle of the night, shouted and gave his last breath. That was a shock to me. That is why I said, life is so unpredictable. I'll send my condolences to her. Her husband left her with 2 kids with the youngest one 2 years old. She must be having a hard time...I'll pray for her. Hope that she's getting better each day... Anyway...I'm pretty tired now..going for my beauty shower and beauty sleep *winks*