Bored...

Here am I on a Saturday night, not knowing what to do. Do all my weekends always like that? *shrugs* Well, Saturday supposed to be my outing day and I did went out today, even if it is on my own. SC came home after work and spent the whole afternoon taking a nap. We didnt even go out for lunch as he was supposed to meet up with his brother when I wasn't even prepared to go out yet. So I had him to have his lunch with his brother then pack some food for me. I didnt even finish the food that he packed. Guess I have not much appetite today. In the afternoon, when he was taking a nap, and BB was taking her nap as well, I actually wanted to take a walk in 1 Utama, juz to clear up my mind. I was actually taking my own sweet time and when I finally decided to make my move, SC woke up. He didnt want to accompany me out at first so I decided not to go out. I was about to take my nap when he came downstairs dressed. We went to 1 Utama together. I was happy...at least I get to go out with him. Still...my mood still swings..and I really hate that. *shrugs* We went back home in the evening and went back out again for our dinner together with his brother and CK (Kit). After dinner, I went home and put BB to sleep while the others went to CK's house for some game of poker. I remembered CK bought a set of poker game some time ago. Anyway, hope they enjoy their game. Cheers to the winners... Something that I wanted to share, I felt myself quite lonely at times. Lonely of companion. I actually realised it yesterday night when I was awake till 3 am. I used to have Terence talking to me online, Danny the same thing, on and off some other frenz as well but yesterday was unexpectedly quiet. I suppose Terence is still at Malacca, or he should be out with his frenz. Danny...not sure where he went, I never asked him. So my whole night yesterday was on my own. I was watching movies, playing some random games, trying to finish up the catalogue that SC assigned me to do, somehow my mind got distracted. As I said, I'm tired but not physically..mentally tired... I really need this drinking session with Terence. He promised me that he'll arrange one day next week for it. I am looking forward to it and even told SC about it. That will be our so-called last drinking session before he goes back to studying. That would be for another 6 months. Juz hope that he wun forget it. He will be the one to decide when and where so I juz follow him. Drinking is one thing, smoking is another thing. Apparently when I'm feeling down, I tend to smoke? I hope that's true. SC accidentally left an imported ciggy box with me. It is a slim one so I actually kept it for myself. I wasn't the only who finished it anyway. Terence, Danny and even Preston took part it in. Well, I had SC to buy more juz in case. Told him that Preston wanted it *winks* At least that ciggy is menthol and I like it *winks* I guess tonight will be another lonely night...*grins* Better get something to do before I lose my mind... *chioz..