Busy day...

Today is another busy day at work. At least I had much fun at work. My plan was to go to office early since my MD will be reaching early today but I guess I was a lil late, but still much earlier than usual. Supposed to reached at 7.30 am but ended up reaching at 8 am *giggles* I was quite surprised this morning when I received SMS from my MD asking me where am I ? That was the first time though. I replied while stuck in the moving traffic, saying that I'm still stuck but almost reach office already. His reply was....breakfast on you. I ended up laughing at his reply. When I reached office, I saw him at Media so after I parked my car at my usual spot, I walked over to Media juz to found out that he drove to the office already. So I had to walk back to the office but half way, he stopped me and told me to go back to Media. He'll accompany me for breakfast. That was nice of him but I didnt have my breakfast though. Juz a drink to chill my precious tongue *shrugs* That was the first time I have breakfast with only him alone. He mentioned that as well. We talked about certain stuff, from business to family. As usual, he will still ask me on my condition, how am I doing with SC and BB...Thanks for being concern. I considered myself lucky despite having a broken family background. I do not get love and care from my family members before but I was lucky that I can get them from frenz around me who are close to me now. Not many of them but the numbers were enough to shower me with endless and limitless love and care. I am blessed with having them by my side. SC and his family, Terence, KW, some of my collegues, even my MD. Juz a handful of them but enough for me to stay alive and keep walking...Either way, I still have my family members by my side as well, healthy and breathing and that is all I wish for. I may not be like any other girl as I know what I lack, where I stand, how I was brought up. Independant at certain time, strong on the outside but weak on the inside, happy go lucky girl, happy with every small little thing...yada yada...not praising myself though. Adrian mentioned that I'm very fragile on the inside...I agree with him. By the way, I lost myself yesterday. SC had been out again most of the nights, in fact, quite often nowadays, fishing and drinking...up to yesterday, I lost myself. We ended up quarelling and I ended up in tears...Tears is something that is good for me now. As long as I get to cry my heart out, I will be fine and I did juz that. I was alone...in tears, suffocating from everything...I really needed that as I held up really hard up till now. I'm not sure how long I was in tears...SC did came to me and apologize to me...pampering me, soothen me back but I was still in tears...even when the time I went to sleep...I fell asleep in tears...I cant help it but I couldnt stop the tears from flowing down. That was my weakness...The only one that saw me cry before is of course SC...other than that will be Terence and my MD. Not that I purposely did it in front of them, but that time...it was juz too much for me to hold it up. Anyway, back to what happened today...After breakfast with my MD, we went back to the office and I helped him to get the CD done. Jacky wasn't in the office yet. He decided to change his usual breakfast place for today so he was a lil late. I helped him in normalizing the volumn and recompile the whole thing again. The CD need to be out by 12 pm and after all the hassle..all the ups and downs...the CD was out on time. I can continue back my task but Jacky still look for me from time to time for some help in his task. Gosh...juz like the blind leading the blind. That was my first time doing it as well. I guess after this first time...I will expect a second time. Well, at least my MD was in a good mood the whole day today...he even bought Pizza for all of us. I was having a lil trouble eating but I did have a slice of it. Cheers to him... SC came to look for me for lunch today. I was supposed to have lunch with Jacky anyway. Sorry for ffking him in the end but I would rather have lunch with SC. We had lunch at The Wok...the same place where Alex brought me for lunch with the others last week. He treated me with extra care and pampering today. That is good news for me. At least I know that my tears were not for nothing. Well, that was my day. I left the office quite late today but not as late as yesterday. My MD said I came early today so I should be back early. *shrugs* No such principle. I still got work to do anyway. Things started to change. My MD started to get his temper back so I left the office. Didn't want to stay there any longer since the whole office was practically quiet. *grins* Will continue my work tomorrow. Few more days...I'll be looking forward to my request from my MD. Thanks again for granting me that request. Also, Preston's wedding dinner is drawing near..Will be looking forward to that also...CNY company dinner...still in planning process...didnt really have the time to ask but I'll prepare that by this week. Hopefully everything will be ok. Preston will be on leave tomorrow...wedding leave. Danny and KF will be outstation tomorrow as well. Hope they have a safe journey there and all the best to both of them. I did send them SMS on that but no reply *grins* Forget bout it...Kuching...my hometown...juz miss that place. Will be going back there soon..that's for sure. That is the place that I grew up...that is the place that I spent my childhood time..I miss it so much... Tired...going to sleep now *Chioz peepz..