Celebration...

Christmas eve and New Year eve...this 2 special occasion are the time when people hang out together for super expensive dinner, drinking session and even countdown for it. I used to spend those 2 days out with SC and his friends, going for dinner just the two of us, sometimes even in pairs, then drinking session in clubs or even at somebody's house and wont be back home till really late at night. This year, I had the worst celebration. I spent my Christmas at home, not even dinner with SC. We had dinner at home juz like other normal days. After dinner, he juz went out with his friends over to one of his friends' house. I was at home, surfing and watching movies. While everyone was out, I juz spend my time at home, having mood swings and such *shrug* New Year eve was better I suppose. At least I get to spend my day time with both my close frens both at different timing. In the morning till late afternoon was with Danny and after that was with Terence. Dinner was with SC but it wasnt a so-called family dinner. In fact, there were 9 of us excluding BB. We went to have Thai food. The food there was not bad. There were BBQ stuffs also. As expected, I didnt have much appetite yet so I had only juz enough for myself, not as much as before. I can be a heavy eater at times *winks* Anyway, after dinner, we juz headed home. That's it. He went out on his own, the house was empty, everyone was out. How I really wish I could join Terence. When the clock strikes midnight, all I could hear was fireworks, all I could see was flashes of fireworks. How miserable was that. I spent my time on my own, watching movie and playing some games. Speaking of a bad eve celebration. Juz my luck I suppose. Hope that year of 2010 would be a good year for me. I'm bearing all this commitment on my own and I am really tired..mentally *grins* On the other hand, I am blessed with 2 frenz that would lend me their ears and shoulders, someone for me to throw tantrum at and cheer me up after that. Felt bad though but that is what good friends are for right? *winks* Cheers to both of them...