Ringi o Missing...

Somehow I kinda miss my so-called ex ring *giggles* Well, the ring is a gift from a special fren but something turns up and I gave back the ring. I am suppose to take it back when I am ready but until now I have no intention to take it back at all. I will not want to take it back anyway. But then...I miss it *shrugs* How come I have to be so contradicting all the times? Ringi o ringi...I wonder how are you doing? I wonder where are you? *grins* Thought back of lots of things today. Office had been quite different for the past few weeks...in fact, a month ago. I used to have someone close to me but for some reasons, I decided to keep my distance. I knew perfectly the situation but I guess I'm juz being greedy. I do miss having that person as someone close to me but that was the past. Present...no...future...I do not know. I am a runner...I am running away from the fact...I knew this all along but I juz cant help it but to run instead of accepting the fact. Contradicting as always...Time will heal me... It is not easy at all to forget someone close...in fact, the more you want to forget that person, the more you tend to think of that person. Speechless as always... I miss SC....I miss Terence....I miss my kor KW....