Outstation Trip...

Many days of missing entries...I was too tired and too heaty to even take my time to drop an entry here. Besides, I have my own things to do and found some things to do on my free time instead of spending my time in front of the computer doing nuts. Anyway, my desktop is finally out from the hospital...It juz undergo surgery and need time to recover. Need to reformat though so I bought myself an external harddisk of 1 TG. Big enough for all my files to be stored there instead of the computer. In case if the computer knock out again, I juz need to reformat it *giggles* Well, 3 days 2 nights in Penang was tiring. That was my first time driving down to Penang though. Nothing much, juz visiting and swimming...Weather was awful there. Too hot for me. But when we reached KL, the weather here was worst due to the heat wave. The feeling was like when I was doing my confinement. Super hot...SC rather spend time outside than at home. Bleh...I juz need to bear with it. I wonder how was Michael's wedding dinner. I didnt make it there though. But I did give a red packet to him...Preston helped me to pass it to him. There were lots of reasons why I didnt go for it...anyway that is the past already. Wish him and his wife an everlasting relationship...same goes for Preston and Liz. On the other hand, wish for me and SC to have an everlasting relationship as well *giggles* Last month was a bad month for me. Simon, my grandpa, Kevin....I still cant get them out of my mind. I will miss them dearly...especially grandpa and Kevin. Speaking of which, I juz realized that I didnt know my grandpa or my grandma's name. Never came to my mind since recently. I wonder...my mom posted lots of pictures of my grandpa during his olden times. None of the picture was with me though *shrugs* I saw one picture with my sister and that's all. Bleh...As I said, I will miss them dearly...grandpa was old so I'm still ok with it but Kevin...he's only one year older than me. That was too much for me to handle. His memories still lingers in my mind... Well, I guess I will be ok...along with every other little things. I am who I am and I will be who I want to be and not who others want me to be so I will be good. Past is the past so I will not dwell in the past. Get on with my life and accept the changes. That wasnt an easy thing to do but I guess I am over it. It has been going on too long and I am sure I'll get fed up of it. Why would I want to let it get into my life and twist things around? I decided...after so long to let it go...once and for all...Brand new person tomorrow...hopefully *shrugs* Pray for me that I'll finish my work tomorrow and get on with my life. By the way, my collegue, rather ex-collegue, Jacky left the company already so I'll be on my own for breakfast again. For the past month, I had been having breakie with him almost every morning since he always reached early. Oh well....I'm going to bed now... *Adios...